The Sun shines so brightly outside my window as the branches covered with leaves sway to the light breeze. For a moment I meditate on the thoughts swimming around in my head, wondering, wondering what it all means.?
This morning I received a message saying that, "I should do all and stress little". What does that mean??!! Is this directed to a certain situation that constantly gives me stress and worry??!!
A situation that constant challenges me, which for the most part gives me pause. I smile the smile hoping and having faith for this particular situation but now I wonder. I wonder if....
In the light, all is bright and shining but in the shadows there is doubt, pain and frustration. In the beginning there was much warmth, love and joy but now I fight to keep it relevant as I feel as if I'm constantly running into a brick wall, tired of the on going excuses!! There are days where I'm at my wits end!!
I am a nurturer but how long do I continue to help someone who doesn't want to help or face themselves?
In the light they shine so brightly but in the shadow, they are of themselves, afraid to face their own shadow as I have faced mine.
- May 2023 (1)